p.252 Clear Cut Future
Bored.
Really very Bored.
And Unmotivated.
Uninspired.
And Bored.
I’m having a really hard time getting my head in my work. Last week I was sick all week with this nasty bug. Now I’m just bored.
I’m trying to snap myself out of it by making bagels and cheese today but I’m not even that into that.
The weather has finally broken my spirit. It’s cold and grey and drizzley for 200th day in a row and I…Can’t…Take…It…Any…More!!
I know I know complaining about the weather is boring. I need to figure out how to motivate myself.
In other more interesting news the move is officially postponed indefinitely. After much thought and hours and hours and hours of discussions we’ve decided not to rock the boat. The boat is good. Well the boat has gotten better since the idea of leaving first started being seriously talked about.
My business is good and busy. We’re both feeling creatively satisfied and inspired (not me today but in general). We have a nice place to live in a neighborhood we enjoy. Finances are pretty good and will get better after we pay the tax man. Our car is crappy but we can always change that.
It just seems reckless to uproot all these good things unless we had a really really good reason to. So that pot is on the back burner. It’s in the future just not in the next year.
Other than that not much is going on. I’m making some cheese and bagels today, wait I already said that.